Caffeine has nothing on enthusiasm. Another day wide away before I need to be. Just too excited to get going to the next phase.
Sounds like I am right where I need to be. Love it when you do something because you know its what is right for you & then you end up getting all these confirmations that you are exactly where you need to be.
Yes its slightly scary to take the leap, but I know now I have wings & with the effort, I will soar.
End of another chapter on the resume. May seem slightly sudden, but its been coming for a while. I am feeling wonderful about it & ready to start working towards my next phase in life. The experience was valuable. So the application is in, transcripts are on their way and my FAFSA is in the works as well as plans to get by for however long this ends up taking to build the dream.
I’m putting my money where my mouth is & walking the talk. If you only live once, there is no reason to wait a moment more to reach for the dream.
Also time to be slightly realistic & make a plan! So the plan. (yes… again the Virgo is going to try to plan!) This time I am less afraid & more focused on getting through the tough times to where I want to be. I am in a holding pattern til I can confirm if I will be starting school in the summer session or the fall. Also need to confirm on the financial aspects. The age old do I do the student loan question. I have never had one before, but this time I don’t expect anyone to pay for this but myself. My parents and both sets of grandparents were kind enough to bless me with my bachelors degree. My PHR was paid for by a former employer. These building blocks certainly are paying off & I am truly lucky to have had them. Now to use them to grow on. Sure scholarships & grants would be great but most I have found are for undergraduates and single moms. (PLEASE feel free to alert me to any that I may qualify for in the comments! I am very open to working on getting them & if your lead pays off, who knows I may reward you. Don’t get too excited though I will be a college student on a budget!)
So again the plan, or the challenge I am setting for myself:
- Work out at least 4 times a week 30 minutes
- Keep waking up by 9:00 am for at least 5 days per week
- STUDY! No sense waiting for classes to begin learning. Time is now. Learn vocabulary, concepts, forms etc.
- Improve typing speed
- Live on $100 a week (But I am changing the rules on this one)
Each week I am going to limit myself to $100 per week to eat, entertain myself, etc on. This will not include bills, gas, medication or pet expenses. It will include clothes, food, going out, all that extra stuff. Again there is a way to add to the amount! Achieve in order to get more. Reward system. Budget living again, but with hope.
As before – Any food in the house or anything given to me won’t count cost wise. Also I can and will find ways to earn cash. Still resolving not to touch the 401k! To add to the weekly allowance I can gain some extra cash flow by earning it:
- For every application for a scholarship, grant or employment I complete & submit = $1.00
- For every hour I volunteer = $1.00
- For every interview I go on = $1.00
- For every extra 30 minutes of exercise beyond the 1st 4 sessions per week = $1.00
- Each day I track over 10,000 steps in a day = $1.00
- For each book I finish = $1.00 for each book, $5.00 for anything related to the law field.
So back to the plan. Tracking everything I do. My life is my job. For now at least. I still am doing the catering service and actually am working a wedding today. Perhaps with the increase in film production locally lately, I will find myself doing extra work again soon. Once I get the green light on classes & can figure out my school schedule, I can get a better idea on what hours I can work. Then its job hunt time. But for now I am not sure if I’m going to summer or fall session & not 100% confirmed where I will be studying. So a lot is up in the air.
I’m beyond excited. Feels 100% right for me. Can work in a field where again I am helping others. Law school could be an option down the road, but I believe I am more into the research and administrative assistance side. Not sure I would be much for the public speaking in a court room. This way I get to be part of the team & support in the efforts but get to stay out of the limelight. Completely know the value of support. Reminded how much of a gift it can be as I do this with the support of friends & family.
Not alone and not accepting defeat in this fight. Time to grow. Time to prove myself once again. Time to survive and thrive!
I’m open to any advice or suggestions that you have. Please feel free to contact me if there is anything to share. Encouragement, advice, links, all completely welcomed.
Now I’m off to search for scholarships and read a little before I am off to assist with making a bit of magic for a happy couple (& getting a great workout, food & my next paycheck!).